Dive Deeper

How I want to dive deeper!

To the deep, deeper and deepest.

Not till I can touch the bottom, but till from where I can't escape.

I want to reach the depths that neither the light nor the helping hands can reach.

Let me struggle.

I want to suffocate in the blue expanse.

I want to gasp for air,

I want to be blinded by the darkness,

I want my brain to starve for oxygen.

After having gotten everything in abundance in the plains -

Let me suffocate for once in the blue ocean, in its enormous depths.

Let me stay here as long as I wish,

Until I want to fight back

Until I am desperate to see the light.

Until then, let me suffer,

Don't come to the rescue.